"Sunrays And Stars"
as i sing on my backporch
these deep, deppressing songs
i wish this night would last forever
as
the wind nips at my open skin
Soon the leaves will fall
and autumn will come
to bring us beauty of our seasons
then
to the death of our winter
onto the bloom of life,
and summer laughter all over again
If only i could be with
you
and sahre our summer together
To turn over a new leaf
and ask how you are
To wonder aimlessly
and letting
the rays shine down on you
To watch our favorite movies
as we share our first kiss
But non of this for me this
time around
a sunmmer of dis content
no love, just our laughter
flying solo, on this my 16th year
"Evaluation
For The Blind"
Ignorance?
It's a celebration.
To ignorant to appriecate a man,
Who work's for a better world
Because
your ignorance is in your way
"Hey faggot! fuck you!"
Scratch and claw,
For your quick laughter.
Peeling away
our protective scab,
To only watch the blood flow down our leg.
Slaughter our self-rights.
As you slaughter your
brain cells.
Out breaks the moronic child inside you.
A eutopian society
Where every race, sexuality or idea(s),
Is
celebrated
...not ignorance
I wrote this essay/poem out of disgusted out how people tend
to judge others, i feel my anger and hope for a change is well
demostrated here - scott
"Dripping Dry"
Drip by drip
it falls from the sky
splatter on the ground
and onto your shirt
i lie in my
own solitude
just to ponder my little head
into my own little world
(meaningless)
get away
peel back the
skin
reveal your soul
areate your mind
to let it spoil in the sun
let life consume you
jump in this lake
of freedom
to releave the stress
swim to shore...
falling from the heavens
jsut jump out of the clouds
suicide,
the rain commits
a unholy task
stab in the back
walk away...unharmed
"You"
I see a bright light
it crys for me
bleeds for me
a defening cry
i wait in the dark
for my true one
wait to see her glimmering smile
blinding beauty
i reach my arms to the sky
and reach for the stars
they spell your name,
your beautiful name.
My expectations are very high
on the highest peek
but still not close enough
to the stars, that
spell your name
i know they will not go away
not until dawn breaks
when i go in to hide away from the truth
before
i turn to dust
your beautiful name,
and your beautiful eyes
shimmering in the dark
a misled soul,
looking forher
way,
i'm here at the end...
or is it the beggining
but here i stand
here for you
written on: March 24, 2003
